At the beginning of 2008, I've
- had the worst New Year ever. Had to listen to a lot of bitching and back-stabbing.
- Bought myself a Nintendo DS, which I'm very proud of, my preeeeciouuuusssssssss.
- Built a small motivation and hope for my job, I feel that I might be able to do well, so I'll learn to love accounts... learn to love accounts.. learn to love accounts... *repeat chant*
In the middle of 2008,
- ♪ Went to Hillsong concert in Singapore. Hurrah!! Self-travelling was fun as well. ♪
- Met up with Pit Yin and we managed to catch-up on what we used to do together in Perth. And she got me Lee Jun Ki fan-meeting Episode:1 from her as a b-day gift! Kyaaaaa~~ 감사해요!!
- Found myself a new friend, Felicia! who's a Suju fan like me! Now I have someone to share and drool on Suju fandom with. *ehem* Of course I've not forgotten TVXQ, unnie..don't worry *winks*
- Motivation for work was slowly fizzling out. But after the Singapore trip, motivation rejuvenated! Learning to see things from a new perspective. Accounts is lovable.. accounts is lovable... accounts is lovable.. *repeat chant*
Towards the end of 2008, I've- watched my laptop got fried by lightning and 'died-ed' in front of my eyes. *SCREAMS BLOODY MURDER* NOOOOOOOOOOOO!!! And you'll be wondering which idiot keeps their laptop on during a thunderstorm. Clever me.
- Went on a trip with random people and realised that trip with random people equals to not good equals to stupidest idea ever equals to damn bloody sucky trip. Note to self : NEVER AGAIN!!!
- Tried to celebrate Christmas by going pubbing?! Bad idea, after getting myself stucked in the puny street at Sunway Pyramid by street revelers. Drunk and happy with their aerosol foam spray can, they happily decorated my car like a Christmas tree.
- Celebrated New Year with friends with a Thai steamboat dinner which was too spicy for me to handle and playing Taboo afterward. Peaceful...
- Motivation is dying. Resuscitation is no longer possible. In conclusion,
I BLOODY FUCKING HATE ACCOUNTING!!!! $#@%$#^$$*%!!!!
Sudden realisation, I'm a retard at Maths.
- Going back to work with workload piled up from last year and a nice side dish of sounding to pack it all up from the boss. AWESOMENESS!!!
What an awesome start to a new year!! *sarcasm hinted*
And yet till today I'm still stuck at where I was. Doing the same thing, going through the same routine day in day out, seeing the same people, getting yelled at for the same mistake. I don't know what I'm achieving, learning things which doesn't make sense to me and don't think that I ever want to have anything to do with at all.
same...same...same... BLA...BLA....BLA....
A retard at maths but I can't help it so I'm terribly slow at my work. Like a worker ant, all they do is work work work...till they DIE!!! Not recognised, easily forgotten and taken for granted. Others get to quit their job if they want a change or if they just don't like what they're doing anymore.
But me!? All I can do and am good at is to whine. I'll just go back to be a worker ant....
My lifestyle is that healthy either. On days where I don't work, I'll be sleeping, eating, surfing, dying of boredom....omg! Patheticness alert!
My New Year resolution? A change to my life.... which I see is becoming more of a utopia.
Sighs~~ my ant nest needs repairing. BRB
I will just be watching
