White Blog

How in the world did my white blog became a grey blog, almost black? It was suppose to contain animes' and movies' review but it ended up distorted.
Cooooool!
Unlike my Random Distortions which I know it's really dark, I guess....*does a little thinking*
Especially my post about Gaia. That's my favourite! I like the part where I wrote about pressing the mini screwdriver into the back of your fingers. Hard enough that you could slice the skin open just by dragging it across the joint. HAHAHHAHAHA! And also about where you dig through the flesh and everything you can see the white of your bone.Yeah, that's right! The cartilage!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA!! Blood tasting like iron! Remember?! HAHAHA...HAHAHA.....HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!
Ehem *coughs coughs* sorry. White blog, white blog. *breathing in deep breaths*

Note to self : This is a white blog.

My Birthday Pressie!

Puuurrrsss....... slightly subdued now...hehehehehe
Felt a lot better now since the past few weeks back. All thanks to my darling, Lynnie! Saranghae, Lynnie!! She bought me Tohoshinki's album; Heart, Mind and Soul as an advanced birthday present for me. ARGH!! This the best ever present since the last DCTalk's album you bought me.. MUACKS!!

'TVXQ (Tong Vfang Xien Qi) is a Korean boy band that has gained popularity in Japan, Taiwan, China, and other East-Asian countries. Today, it has become one of Asia's most influential pop groups, and is one of the top groups of the Korean Wave. TVXQ, their international name, is referred to by various other names. Its Korean title is Dong Bang Shin Ki (or Gi) '(동방신기)', which is abbreviated to DBSK (or DBSG). The Japanese equivalent is Tōhōshinki '(東方神起)', which is abbreviated to THSK. The group debuted in South Korea, Japan, Taiwan, and China throughout 2004. TVXQ is composed of five male members specializing in the areas of dance, A cappella, various drama acting, and pop with an R&B vibe.' Source from wikipedia.org

Don't know why but there's this craze going on ever since they came to Malaysia to perform, or it's just me. Just like how Lynnie would say, spreading the loooove. Well done my young padawan. You had recruited more minions to spread my craze and one day we will overthrow CAssiopeia! MUahahahha *thunders roars and lightning flashes in the background*. Once we have recruited enough, we can be the female alter ego of DBSK. Wahakakak..been practising all their songs diligently day and night. Ngek ngek ngek!

Ehem, I'm also extending my legion here in Perth, with my trustee sidekick, Pit Yin. We have this secret thingy that whenever she sees me, she's going to call me JaeJung hyung, and I'm going to call her Junsu. Yeah, I'm totally psychedelic over them. Call me insane but anything to do with DBSK,please count me in!

Rising Sun was the first MV that I'd watched and was captivated by them. Their dance steps are awesome and so damn difficult to follow at the same time, believe me. Makes me wanna take up hip hop lessons so I could dance like them. *Grins.....*

Now, I'm going to count the days when I get back to Malaysia and listen to my Tohoshinki album! And......*evil snickers* do more insane stuff with Lyn and this time it's all got to do with DBSK! I'm beginning to sound like a Korean fan-crazed girl. I can't help it!!! At least they're not some lame boyband, kie! They really can sing and their A cappella's are damn good, know!

Kamsah hamida, Nie Nie! Saranghamida, JaeJung!! *drools*

Click title to watch DBSK's Rising Sun MV

Emo Mode

Hey World,

It's me again. Yeah, I'm back to tell more crap, more rubbish, more non-educational neither it's informative at all to the people of the world. Yes, it's all just plain rubbish not even worth your time reading it. Worse still, utter sick nonsense.

When I pretend everything is what I want it to be

I look exactly like what you'd always wanted to see

Feeling so subdued over here. Total freedom yet I can't do what I want? This is a joke. I'm being stripped of what I enjoy doing most and who I enjoy being with most. In short, my actual 'freedom'.

When I pretend, I can’t forget about the criminal I am

Stealing second after second just cause I know I can

but I can’t pretend this is the way it’ll stay I’m just

(trying to bend the truth)

Putting on a fake smile and a fake attitude to please the people around me. Ah, joy! That's hard work, dammit! And no one appreciates it. How pathetic of me, putting up the clown act all for nothing. Changing oneself to conform to the society!? Heh!

I can’t pretend I’m who you want me to be, so I’m

(Lying my way from you)No no turning back now

I wanna be pushed aside so let me go

Let me take back my life,I’d rather be all alone

Anywhere on my own cuz I can see

(The very worst part of you is me)

Am I not good enough for you, world!? What more do you want?! Oh, I forgot, nothing is ever good enough for you. You are never ever satisfied with anything. Never knowing what the word 'contented' means.

I remember what they taught to me

Remember condescending talk of who I ought to be

Remember listening to all of that and this again

So I pretended up a person who was fittin’ in

And now you think this person really is me and I’m

(Trying to bend the truth)

But the more I push the more I'm pulling away 'cuz I'm

(Lying my way from you)

Sssshh... just hush for awhile. I need to re-contemplate the meaning of my puny existence. Or should I just lie to myself again, like I always do....