Emo Mode

Hey World,

It's me again. Yeah, I'm back to tell more crap, more rubbish, more non-educational neither it's informative at all to the people of the world. Yes, it's all just plain rubbish not even worth your time reading it. Worse still, utter sick nonsense.

When I pretend everything is what I want it to be

I look exactly like what you'd always wanted to see

Feeling so subdued over here. Total freedom yet I can't do what I want? This is a joke. I'm being stripped of what I enjoy doing most and who I enjoy being with most. In short, my actual 'freedom'.

When I pretend, I can’t forget about the criminal I am

Stealing second after second just cause I know I can

but I can’t pretend this is the way it’ll stay I’m just

(trying to bend the truth)

Putting on a fake smile and a fake attitude to please the people around me. Ah, joy! That's hard work, dammit! And no one appreciates it. How pathetic of me, putting up the clown act all for nothing. Changing oneself to conform to the society!? Heh!

I can’t pretend I’m who you want me to be, so I’m

(Lying my way from you)No no turning back now

I wanna be pushed aside so let me go

Let me take back my life,I’d rather be all alone

Anywhere on my own cuz I can see

(The very worst part of you is me)

Am I not good enough for you, world!? What more do you want?! Oh, I forgot, nothing is ever good enough for you. You are never ever satisfied with anything. Never knowing what the word 'contented' means.

I remember what they taught to me

Remember condescending talk of who I ought to be

Remember listening to all of that and this again

So I pretended up a person who was fittin’ in

And now you think this person really is me and I’m

(Trying to bend the truth)

But the more I push the more I'm pulling away 'cuz I'm

(Lying my way from you)

Sssshh... just hush for awhile. I need to re-contemplate the meaning of my puny existence. Or should I just lie to myself again, like I always do....