I feel sad, angry, discontentment, hate; all growing within me. How did I let this demon grow inside me. I can't contain it anymore. I hate going on trips especially this one trip called guilt trip. I know it's my fault and I'm sorry, do you have to keep reminding me? There are some things that I can do and can't do. I can't make everyone happy while making myself sad. Do you think I should choose that option? Please, don't torture my sanity anymore.
Don't force me to do stuff I don't want to. It's provoking my insanity to take over. I'm trying everything I could just to stay sane. Would it take up so much of your time to just think about my feelings before you speak or even make a decision? Complying to your wishes will make you very happy but would you be happy to know that I'm upset? Or maybe it doesn't work that way. You don't even care.
Would it kill you to just listen to what I have to say? Why should I listen to you if there's no one listening to me at all? Why should I take all this crap from you?
Don't make use of my gullibleness for your own pleasure.Don't make use of my patience for your own satisfaction. I can't take those anymore. I'm not so strong-willed as I may look and I may break down one of these days. It really takes up alot in me trying to make everyone happy, but why is it that I'm always at the losing end. Don't say 'you should', 'you should have', 'you could have', 'you must'; I know all of that....please, I don't want to hear them.
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