Wednesday, May 31, 2006

A note to Kalen from Leah(Gaia)

Nah, I’m not into fanfict. Just rambling, that’s all.
Immortals Vs. Undead (Gaia)
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Kalen,

Do you know why we can’t be together? You’re a living mortal and I’m an undead. This unholy union will bring nothing but misery. I’d lived for years seeing misery and pain you can’t comprehend. All the times, I’d pushed you away, why do you think it is so? It’s simply because you and I can’t be together and will never ever. I’d lived far too long I’d forgotten what emotion is like. Love is just a silly game that kids play. It means nothing to me now; love brings me nowhere, not where I am today. I take pride in sorrow, fear and pain. Something which you, as a mortal, will never ever understand. How can you understand a non-living creature like me? Nor will I make you one, if the only purpose of this transformation is for this silliness. There’s no joy in being an undead; cursed to being just an empty soulless body that forever wanders the face of the earth, forever seeking for that soul which they had sold and could never be regain, eternally.
Soren leader, you have your own duties to perform, don’t you? Are you just going to abandon your own people just for me? I doubt so. I will not mark you either, seeing as there’re no significant gains which I can get out of marking a Soren leader. We, the undead, do not need the Sorens as our frontline warriors. If this war must come to be, you and I will be on different sides, even if it means having the Lycans and the Methians against us. I will see to the death of the Cirrus, by killing her with my own hands, if I'd to be slayed in exchange for that.


It’s a shame, if only I had met you sooner. If only I had met you when I was still alive. I would have learned what love is, from you.